Note2self

he didn't understand..
was I speaking French.? ..
a foreign tongue..
miles
from  comprehesion
Yet he gets the
universal niceties, coupled
body language and
and sensed interpretation..
meaning  lost presence.. ..
he grit his teeth and pretended
that all was good, smile a
wink in all the right places,
I was partially fooled for
a moment but as his
cover imploded he holed up
bugged in.. I noticed
the sideways looks
Psychological  glances
prepped enough from
a life of hand to mouth..
I took my shit and ran
far away from him.
I  think he shot me..
somewhere.. the sad fuck..
As I've pain centrally
located..
there's no collateral damage
(maybe acid reflux? )