Nothing

I don’t think you get it
I am miserable
I am dying inside
I have no one to turn to
They say everyone has those days, but I’ve never known anything else
I am worthless 
I am invisible
I have nothing
Once in a while someone will mean something, even get my hopes up for change. But it’s that same person that gives me a spark of joy that pushed me into the depths of darkness, deeper than ever before.
I don’t think you get it
I can’t let anyone in
I can’t be hurt like this
I am crumbling
I am broken
I have no one to save me
I have nothing