~ nothing to say ~.

My wish is to write something Everyday
Though I've awakened With nothing to say

From the outside i look great On the inside
internal green Raging with hormones
My house is unclean,

This nausea of question ~ What does it mean
I'm angry, I'm tired ~ going crazy mad,
a swing of the blue's ~ now I'm sad,
watching tv tears begin to fall,
what is going on, continue to bawl

Now I'm laughing something funny you said,
all these questions within my head,
it's getting late I'm off to bed,
hoping to wake with something to say,
a brand new light, another day,

questioning this sickness what can it be,
this nausea inside of me,

Another day, another night,
Awakening to such morning light,
In hopes This sickness will go Away,
can't stand this craziness another day,
hoping the answer will come my way.

Nardine Sanderson 13/04/2015.