now you know

I don't know why I couldn't keep my mouth shut 
and now you know how i feel 
I don't know what your response will be when you answer me 
and i'm scared of what you might say 

I don't want you to say yes if your heart is not truly sincere
but I don't want you to say no either 
I'm feeling a bit conflicted 
and all I want is for you to answer quickly 

I hope I didn't embarrass myself or you 
I'm sorry if i did and I will dismiss myself of your wonderful presence
If i happen to be unworthy of your smile, and your embrace, and warmth that you bring me 

I do not wish to be a burden to you 
or for you to see me as a frail child 
whose heart you can not bear to break 

I say bring me tears, break my heart 
tear me into a million pieces 
as long as you promise to tell my friends 
for they shall take all the pieces and put them back together 

I'm scared that my silliness of telling you the truth about how I feel for you
will distance our friendship 
Please lets not let that happen to us