Numb Not Dumb.

I am not happy.
Nor am i sad.
I am just me.
From feeling i am free.
Everyday i feel the same.
I have no one to praise and no one to blame.
From that feeling of love my heart skips a beat.
I am never a winner nor i am never in defeat.
I am free from love and free from hate.
I am in a don’t feel nothing numb state.
I get through my existence trouble free.
To be honest for me it’s the only way to be.