once a year

Christmas comes but once a year 
loads of family friends food and cheer 
watching everyone round the table 
eating talking listening to carols
Being able to get along sitting down singing songs 
In other parts of the worlds they have the best winners houses
people walking up and down to vote which is the most lite up house 
Christmas Eve what a rush you can just about about get in shops let alone stand and wait for the bus 
What about the people who are 
 not on Santa 🧑‍🎄 list
They have the Salvation Army that do this for people like this
bring cheer and joy for the homeless 
Who don’t have family or friends so they step in and
make them feel like their at a family enjoying with their friends 

You have no idea what this means and it’s such a big deal 
people act so nice sitting eating the meal. 
 Can’t do this this year It makes me feel too ill 
My heads not in a good place 
fills like it’s in a race can’t handle looking at peoples face
I feel like being alone and thinking about what’s to come for me next.

Everyone makes a promise this time a year and they break the first day of the new year . 

Anyway good season wish’s and joy for all of  you I hope you get all you’ve been wishing and dreaming for

And not end up ill or poor 
So appreciate what you’ve got and one another people remember not to disrespect each other.