Once again

Rbrb

Dear my enemy,
Are you trying to kill me
If so,
Your not trying hard enough
Once again my only enemy is trying to get rid of me
You see,
My enemy isn't real but still
It has away of making you think it is
It has a spy.
Who will blink out LIE.
To your face
This spy,
Is silver rapper in dead souls as it poses as your friend
Here only to mend your mental wounds
If this is true what do cutting your skin have anything to do with mending my mental wounds;
Once again your metal friend lied,
Have you forgotten that he's a spy
For our enemy 
Named Suicide
Oh how blind you are to trust this metal lier
Oh I wish I could set you on fire
But I can't,
Because your Damn good spy
You lied.
Telling me if I cut my skin I'd end my pain
&
Gain nothing but eternal happiness
Instead I tainted my once beautiful skin
I gained nothing but endless pain
You never mended my mental wounds 
Once you got into me you let your whole family in
Once again my enemy is trying to get rid of m me 
As I am slowly blending into the background becoming nothing
But
Wind that blow in the aair
Huh
If I dare to scream out 
You'd only think of me as the whistling wind
Because
Once again my only enemy got rid of me
My enemy's spy as stolen my life
I am just another dead soul rapper around the silver spy.