Online affection

I’m curled up in bed can hear the traffic passing by
Its half six in the morning and I’m chatting online to some guy
Have my mobile in one hand and a drink in the other
Trying to silence the thoughts in my head with mindless chit chat and banter
What am I doing, I’m dying to sleep
Yet I’m still here typing is it attention I seek?
Light hearted compliments or the dirtiest flirt 
I just soak up the lies and add to the hurt