Only if

I went round and round in search of something real
But never knew it could be something I can feel;
I never saw myself as wrong when looking in mirror
But now I know it was a big fat error;
I got judged so many times for things I did 
I wanted to scream and tell them fine they win; 
At times I wanted to cut the strings and fly away 
But there was something coming in my way;
I know now I am a coward hiding so that I don't hurt no one 
But I also know there will be a time when I can't fake it anymore and will be done;
May be they loved me cause I was theirs 
But they couldn't accept the fact that I had my own lair;
What if I am not like them and want to be just me
Only if I could have the courage to let it be.