Out To Nothing

I woke up confused
can't decide whether to stay or
to look elsewhere
Trying to be
who I used to be
and who I want to be
at the same time
Yesterday and Tomorrow at war
Feuding over me
As I reach for something,
anything to lift me, but
I don't see what I feel
and I don't feel what I'm saying
Cause this battle
isn't for my flesh
it's for my change
But how can I be sure
When my hands reach
Out to Nothing?