A page from the diary of a girl:

You doubted me so much that i stopped believing myself,
You hurt me so much that i thought its necessary,
My world stopped without you and i waited for yo to come and give it a spin,
You promised you'll come but you never came around,
You kept feeding me promises that you never kept,
You were so critical of me that i thought i'm not good enough.
I waited for you to make me happy because i thought thats the only way to be happy,
and i was so hooked on to you that i never realized that i left myself behind,
i still didn't care as i thought that you'll find me for me....
Huh, now i know how stupid i was.
how could you've loved me when i didn't love myself....but how could I've loved myself , as all my love was spent on you.
why would I've been important to you if i wasn't important for myself.
Now here you are today doing the things that i wished for,
and here you are today trying to find me,
trying to shake things and wake me up,
but cant you feel that those fingers are numb and my lips are cold,
i'm not asleep, i can see you doing things but i cant feel them anymore ,
and here you are today trying to spin my world for me,
but why do you do it ?
Don't you know that you are late, don't you see that i'm dead ?
Wont you realize that the promises choked me, wont you accept that you killed me
So here's the million dollar question,
WILL YOU ACCEPT THAT YOU KILLED HER OR WILL YOU BLAME THAT SHE IS SLEEPING PEACEFULLY WITHOUT YOU ?
Whatever your answer would be but it isn't gonna wake her up for you.
Adieu..........