Parenting full time mom working man

As I lay here and think of all we been through, my mind continues to draw that perfect image that perfect picture of you, With your loving heart filled with desire constantly Burns with desire, your constant affection, no need for perfection I love you baby you are my spark my wire my connection,  as you point me and help lead me in the right direction, I don't know how you do the things that you do,  I love that you don't pretend and you continue to be you , not some guy with a fake tan of completion, just a man who holds his own not afraid of rejection,  works hard for what he wants works hard  for what he needs  isn't afraid of responsibility, the days put in he continues to sweat and do his deeds,  while  his ladies at home preparing meals cleaning taking care of children not yet ready to be on their own plus for fill their needs , while caous confusion and noise remain when she's on the phone,  as she hushes for silence none is found while her children continue to play and rush around, hello he'll he'll hello?  Grrrrrrrr,,,,,,, Dinner is on and ready to go yet it' gets later later ugh what do you know late again No call no show hope all's OK that's the first words that I say as I look out my window that blue sky starts to fade away, I sit patiently and wait to hear about his day I'm interested cause I wanna let you know bout mine to , talking over dinner, our son said he found a winner I couldn't take it frustration set in I so kindly removed myself from the table 12345678910 when will this end when will I be able to have that one friend when is enough enough!!!!!!!!!  When you are a parent we have to remain tough after all the life we live can be some crazy stuff and it's not life unless there's mountains to climb oceans to swim and storms before the rain the Biggest goal here is that we as Parents remain Sane.