people get judged !

i read the bible ,i listen to the word but all i do is get judged 

by the pictures i take,by the face expressions i make,by the things i say,

i ask god why cant he just take me away?

why am i in this world?

why cant i just be perfect?

why cant my life be perfect?

but i just remembered no one or nothing's perfect .

everyday i walk around with a smile on my face i try and keep a smile on my face so no one can know that im hurting and im in pain, 

there are some day's when i have a smile on my face,a sad face,a mad face , i pray and ask go to make things better.And i know things gone change and get better hopefully . 

i dont open up to no one,i have no friends,i have trust issues..what can i say !

Love,they say i dont know what love is because im too young. Love is a powerful word sometimes im scared to say it back or to someone,because it might just be someone fucking with yo feelings,they think its a game to fuck with yo feelings ,its not a game at all innocent,caring,loving,funny,nice,people get hurt off love .i might stay strong and seem like i dont care but deep down that shit hurts !