people lover vs people hater vs undecided

do you love people
or feel nothing but hate
or can you even decide
not knowing if your bad or great

you wish harm on nobody
yet caused a lot of crying
by growing cold and mean
while the old you is dying

do you blame people
or just blame yourself
surely both can be blamed
for your poor mental health

maybe your just a person
who loves, hates, and cant decide
maybe embrace those words
its just who we are inside