perfect imperfection

she stares blankly at herself 
zooming into every detail
taking herself apart 
she's glares upon her cheek 
looking at a deep scare 
wondering if it will ever fade away 
then looks at her big crooked nose 
thinking about getting it fixed 
moving down staring at nothing but a flat platform 
her knees hit the floor 
tears fill up her eyes 
coming down without hesitation 
she looks at a picture of a girl she wants to be 

a girl with a cute nose 
great complexion 
curvy body
everything she wish she had  
she tells herself she will one day be just like her

as she saves up for all the damages she will soon do  
will she then be happy or will she find more things to destroy