Phone Calls

It was so nice seeing you again.

It brought back the memories

filling my heart with the music

you played when we were together.

I loved you so much so very much

She said

I feel the tears forming in my eyes

Just waiting for release.

The pain of the silence when

the phone call ends

and you will be gone back to him

My head is filled with love songs

we always played music

Do you remember?

Romantic music wine and

the lovemaking

it was so lovely

She said

Desolation fills my heart

I remember so well every moment

My heart a vacant space since you left

It will remain that way for a long time yet

I see you making love to him that way

as I close my eyes

We had something special

you and I you know

At times I could feel

your fingers touching my heart

allowing me to breathe

to beat and to feel

she said

I tell her I am doing just fine

And that my date was arriving

It was two lies

Neither was true

A gentle misty rain fell that night

But it might have been my tears