Pictures

Seeing the pictures
seeing the pain,
nothing is worth as much that ive gained,
The sorrow the pain it was all just the same
nothing felt like it would change,
I lost my heart along the way
I found it late one rainy day,
Feeling like I was ready to fight
now I know it wasn't right,
ready to wonder"
ready to quit"
Then I felt that one last kick
wondering when? And wondering why?
or how I would say my final
goodbye.