Pills & Needles

I'm layin' here on this hospital bed
I'm half blind and I can't feel my head
Pins and needles runnin' through my body
Pills and needles made a monster out of me

Standing by me, my parents are crying
But I'm vulnerable, I can't move a thing
I'm hurting and barely breathing
I think my heart has stopped beating

If I could go back and change my future
I'd leave the needles and go for water
If I could only try to survive
I'd do my best to stay alive

I have now lost my eyesight
I'm fading away into the night
But please don't cry, I'll be just fine
Please don't cry, this destiny was mine

I wish they would once more hear my voice
But it's too late, I already made my choice
I wave at people but they don't see me
I think I might be dead already...