Poor Me

Rumor has it that I lost it
Ahh shit I'm stuck in a mosh pit

Looking inside 

Contemplating if I really care 

Maybe life is fucking fair 

Everyone feels better feeling like a victim 

Wishing shit was different 

Don't like the present position 

Better switch then

Mind your business quit snitching 

Just keep swimming little fish with a bum fin

Got your eyes closed looking for something 

Lose or win 

Get the fuck up and play again 

Drowning in my sin

Pray when it's convenient 

Wonder if God is lenient 

Idolizing things that hurt me 

Clinging to numbness 

I feel the hate more and the love less

Wondering what my role is in the big picture 

Never sell my soul for a magic elixir 

It's out of my control I can't fucking fix her

Strive for self improvement 

Guess you need me to prove it