Powerful blue eyes

Blueish eyes 
Covered with secrets 
Drowning within lies 
Staring in disguise 
From a far, what a surprise 
 
Screaming sins 
Starting a conversation 
Without any permission 
Rising our tension 
By closing the distance 
 
Hellish thoughts 
Going through the mind 
Sickening flashbacks 
Making the deaf go blind 
Staring into all what’s been left behind 
 
Reading pain 
Wondering what’s left for you to gain 
Didn’t you accept the outcome 
Scared of the blood stains 
Following us for whatever we’ve done wrong 
 
Fixated on behavior 
Focused by your plan 
Watching the movements 
Shocked by the way 
That you just passed by, not even giving a damn 
 
Forcing me to see 
How you approach me, then leave 
Amongst the sadness that I feel 
And only the kindness which you believe 
The gap opens up, too far for me to reach 
 
But those blueish eyes 
Which are still lingering in my mind 
Don’t ease the pain 
Let alone the pain I felt when you walked away 
Chasing another or choosing to stay 
 
Whenever I see them 
It shall always feel like your playing games 
As they hunt me in my sleep 
As they lurk around at night 
But how would you know, as to you everything seems alright

Eyes that can see within my soul
Eyes that turn me from a man into a boy
Falling in love, when fighting an unwinnable war
Eyes that tell such a long story
Explaining everything, yet never saying a single sorry

How easy it is for you to not worry
About where you go from here
The difference of a man sitting across a room shedding a tear
and a woman chanting a cheer
While the exact same thing has happened

A distance created... that only to you is very clear
While being abruptly removed from the picture
Yet condemned to live with the fact
That you will always be here... and near
Rubbing in the mistakes I made without even saying a word