procrastinator

call out in pitches
so high, so high
but i’m on the inside
a wall that blocks eyes
i listen to prepare
for what i long to do
but listen with ears
and you’ll feel nothing new
accomplishments are flattering
i can see what’d come next
i can hear my hysteric thoughts 
and i see lasting effects
yet i listen with my ears
and not with my mind
so tell me what to do
but i’ll be deaf just in time