~Purely by chance ~.

~Purely by chance ~.

Maybe that's just it
We realize what was missing
When we eventually find it
Though its not easy at first
If you haven't had it all along

But that easy breezy
~ emotional connection
To speak openly
And openly returns to you
in a manner of heart,
the start of a new
~emotional connection
With ourselves and the growth
another joined together

I say we learn more about ourselves
when we find that someone we can relate to,
Maybe in time the strength inside this friendship
Is what waters our internal earth
~ growing flowers
In that once vacant Soil,

A mixed arrangement of colour's
Shapes and variations,
A scent in the air so fresh
~ almost like the aroma of one's
soul, touching all the senses
In ways i thought would never be again,
I listened for the rain this time
In anticipation,
I welcomed each falling drop upon my skin,
Awaiting the colours of the rainbow to follow,
I waited for the storm to pass by
To watch the birds return high to fly,
I dreamt of the night
Only to kiss the morning sunrise
I didn't look away in fear
Stood fast viewing myself within
The blue of his eyes,
To my surprise i found myself
~ within the emotional response
Of his open heart,
A connection without force,
Something that was there at the very start,
Its my turn now to view love
In such a way, colours collecting
More each day,
While simply hoping that time may fade,
the once emptiness
So long overlaid,
The road of dust , only signs of lust and mistrust,
To pick the arrangement foreseen
~ the aroma of his soul ,
of fresh years, behind now hurtful tear's,
Maybe in time this rainbow ,
This beautiful sunset sky
Will evaporate my longing question,
behind the blue in his new born eyes ,
only looking upward towards a true heaven,
An innocent love
Together watching birds fly,
~an emotional connection
Without force or deceit,
Purely by chance ~ openly being
The man i was destined to meet.

Nardine Sanderson 23/04/2015.