Purgatory

I would like to tell you a story,
At times it got a little gory,
Suicide attempts,
I needed to vent,
Fools thought it was purgatory,

Passive ideas to end my life,
Deceived you I needed a wife,
Because I was at home,
Spending time alone,
Enduring nothing but trife,

Once tried cutting my wrists,
Then pills became on my list,
It seems every time,
I changed my mind,
Rescue team deserves a kiss,

Now it has saved my soul,
Only to feel one and whole,
I know it was a trick,
Making me mentally sick,
Happiness is an important goal,

Suicide is a selfish way out,
Even if you scream and shout,
It is not a solution,
It's spiritual pollution,
It is something to think about.