Purple or Yellow?

The lights are tinted purple, or is it yellow?
I can't perceive the difference when I have you near me.  
A Phenomenon that I suffer is my naive heart.  
As a jack of all trades, I have mastered falling too quickly, burning out fast, and being left lonely once more. So when I ask whether it's Purple or Yellow it becomes the medication to stay grounded.  
To realizes that someone like you whose lights shine so brightly consumes mine out too hastily.  
Leaving me; oh so lonely.