Rabbit hole afterlife

 Chase the rabbit down the hole
Searching the dark where did it go
Clocks chime and echo around my head
I wonder where the rabbit the went.
I wander caves I did not know
But each one told a story so
The first a place of loathing and fear
That made me question all I hold dear
I quivered and shook in cold sweats
Stared at others wondering will they attack me next
Thought they were talking behind my back
Plotting an evil murderous act.
After what seemed a lifetime I worked my way out
Learnt self belief not self doubt
Learnt to understand fear is not real
And so for released I appealed.
Then onward I looked for the rabbit tracks
Then everything turned black
Followed by subtle red glowing lights
Showing all of the sexual desire
I thought this would appeal to me
But after constant sex and lust that could not be appeased
Just endless mingling of sweaty bodies
And bodily fluids flowing
Red raw sore, and so exhausted
Eviscerated within and soulless
I squirmed my way out of the throbbing
Sobbing pitiful mass and made an appeal at last
Saying morales and balanced desires is OK and burns passions fire
But excessive desire and too much lust
Will surely add up to being messed up
And loveless endless timeless fucks
Can easily get way to much.
I then tried to follow the rabbit once more
I stumbled on a cave of murder and danger running through its core
Souls constantly killing each other but then being revived to do it over.
Endless murder endless death and leaving each other breathless
I ran straight forward towards a light
Where the rabbit stood with fur so white
It stood looking at its watch
You spent many lifetimes in those caves
But now you have the chance to start again.
Be mindful of the thoughts that lead
You back down this hole and back to these caves
For they are places of lost souls who are
To linger here within eternal unlimited timeless depravity.
I learnt the lessons of that I said
They are etched and burnt into my brain
I will not be following you here again
White rabbit smiled and hoped away.
Then in a bright amazing life
I felt the warmth and divine delight
As I screamed and as I cried
I realised I was becoming a new born life.
I was being born again to try and teach
Better and exclaim
That the lessons in learned I held in good stead
But now they would be like me be put to the test.
I went down the rabbit hole
With no expectations
I went there with no soul at all
But now in delight came out with one from the rabbit
This place of peace and eternal rest
To once more face all life tests
And hope I pass hope I  achieve my best.