Real Love

Love is a word that we constantly use to describe our feelings and deem them true. 

To tell the whole world the expressions of our hearts and to kill the hate even before it starts. 
But I don't think we know real love. Love like that kind that we get from above. A love that let's you send your only son to die for the sins if everyone. 
Even the ones that yelled crusify him and sent him to his grave and mocked him doing everything to try to make him break 
And when he begged daddy please I don't wanna be the one it was love that looked down and said no son you're not done. 
But we run from it. Constantly tripping over our own feet like love is war and by it we can't be beat but it's his love that's responsible for you being alive and on his love your life will continue to thrive. 
A constant reminder he continues to show and even when we fall he still lets us know... 
I love you When u sin and u hate your brothers  I love you When u cheat and lie on each other  I love you  When u  kill and steal from your own I love you  When u cast the first and second stone 
Like a drone we murmer it back to god and he listens and feels and heels and nods
I love you But I'll sin just one more time but I love you One sip, it's not a crime I love you Cut my eyes out of jealousy and hate I love you But everything's Luke warm on my plate
Can I love you? Even when I don't love myself. Is it love when the love only comes when I need help. And why must my love be compared to yours so true and just it's impossible for me to ever love that much
So please teach me cause my way, doesn't seem to maintain and the love that I love doesn't love me the same and my love can sometimes be similar to a game if you loose or you choose to re-up its the same. 
But I want to be like you. And for that I will strive with the confidence of knowing that your love is my prize.  So just love me when I fail and love me when I fall because one thing I do know is that your love conquers all.