Reason to stay

This planet earth has been good to me in some time before. But I feel now it is hurting me as it’s throwing to much more. It’s aging as I get old. What does this planet have to hold. A world with all things we need. Is there true reason to plant a seed. Why should I grow with this place that takes. When right now I’m in all mistakes. I’ve lived to love with reasonable site. But I’m at a dead end how can I fight. It’s taken much in my own life. It’s cut me down with it’s sharp knife. What’s my reason to be here. It’s a game of truth or dare. To move forward will be so hard. I’m not real sure I have that card. The mist is growing closer as it thickens all my air. Do I have a reason in all the words I share. I’ll have to face it all alone I hope I can come back. This world has Destroyed me in its heart attack.