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Recovery It Is Then

It’s not where you’ve but where you want to go

i’m at a place of conscious understanding to the reality of consequence. 
Actions that have gone beyond a sorry as a recompense 
Recovery cannot be felt by staring at a clock
To change I must move forward from the tick onto the tock
Time cannot erase the past or rewrite history 
The future of forgiveness seems impossible for me 
each plate I span to entertain a crowd that wasn’t there 
confiding in the ones who I knew really didn’t care
the path I walked led to a place I never knew existed 
Blindly straight towards a world that’s called Your now addicted

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Jim "The Lad" ....

Really nice write!  I believe repentance is always possible and forgiveness without a doubt a bi product. Addiction a tough one but very possible with the right motivation and help! all the best !......................................Jim

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Saffron Amber Hill

Hello, 

This is a beautiful piece and you have captured how difficult recovery is.
My mother is a heroin addict and a lot of my work is based on my feelings and trying to understand it, in particular a piece called love letter that you might enjoy. Thanks for sharing and stay strong mate đź’•

 

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Garth Vader

It works if you work at it! I understand and relate to what it feels like to be standing atop the mountain of crap, (or the Bottom of crevasse) that addiction brings. This reminded me of that and how far I’ve come. So Thankyou for that. 

Just for todayđź‘Ť

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