Regret

I know that we would’ve never made it, trying to be so in love

We forced it, we pushed it and we faked it until one of us were left with a scar

No matter how much I want to hate you

I can’t help but blame myself

Because no matter how many times you showed me the truth

I couldn’t make myself not love you

I wish I never took that chance, I wish I never gave you my heart

Cause now that I see the damage you’ve done to me

I can’t help but to think this is it for me.

Baby, you’ve won the game

I know it’s a shame

Cause I made it this way

I trusted myself to a new beginning

I told myself that this would be true

I knew that I was lying to myself

But I’m use to it thanks to you

So tell me why I still think of you

Even after all that u have done

Is it just a small phase?

Will it soon go away?

I don’t know

But I hope I’ll know soon.

I told myself numerous times that if I hate you my pain would go away

But I realized that hating you hurt me much more than loving you ever could.

You have my glory days in your pocket

You proceed to put it in a box, get down on one knee

And the life you promised me

You’ve gently placed on another’s finger.

So now everyone is a liar

Everyone is after something.

Everyone that says they love me can take that love right away from me.

You took from me what I loved the most.

Walked away with it and smiled

That one small thing was the COMPLETE me.

And now, I can never get it back.

Regret.