Religious Lies

The epiphany of an epic fantasy,

Within reality is what it seems

Forced between virtue & matrimony

I split at the seams

Subconscious entities attack & invade

what little innocence is left in me

Preconceived ideologies precariously portraying the image of naive

When the war is won,

Of much will be left of me?

Invoked in the passion which provokes the misery

Compelled to run

Yet driven to see

An abundance of lies within a pure honesty

Father in heaven, please forgive me.

I plea to be free

Hypocritically

To release my chains,

Only to turn around and hand you the lock & key.

And honestly,

I understand what you mean

Blinded by the need for a dream

I deliberately closed my eyes & mind

Pretending not to see

Forsaking my own principles of morality

Coincidentally, the pain of logic you shot at me

Forced conceded lies into lucid clarity

And elevated the repressed morality's

Surprisingly, when my continents seeps into my mind,

I as well am mutilated by self hatred

Unable to to deny my tarnished faith

Aware that I have betrayed my lord & saviour

Such a beautiful passion your soul is bathed in,

Luminescent as it glistens

I would give my soul for a life with you at my side

Incidentally, that's blasphemy

I'd rather be alone & cold while alive,

Than to damn your souls eternity

In the end when we die,

I am not dragging you down to hell with me.