Rewind.

I wish in life you could rewind,
Repeat the happy moments in time,
To physically relive & feel them,
Rather than them racing through my mind. 
I'm missing her lots today,
It's driving me round the bend,
I wish that she was still at hand,
With a hug to lend. 
She does not even think of me,
She does not miss me so,
Why am I having such a hard time,
Of letting her go?
To love someone & not have it returned,
Is a pain that never leaves,
Seriously, how long am I going to have to grieve!
I want so bad to forget her,
Just as she has me.
I want to not let thoughts of her,
Consume my mind,
I want to no longer for this love,
Be fooled & blind. 
The fact that she's with someone else,
Shouldn't this be enough?
To show me that she does not care,
That for her I should have no trust. 
Today is a day I'm in need, 
Of a great big hug,
Arms wrapped tight around me,
Filled with support & love. 
Most days I feel just fine,
Then it returns to haunt me,
That from the day she left,
Is how it will forever be. 
I wipe my tears,
As they roll down my face in floods,
I wish I could just turn back time & take it back to us,
I miss her laugh I miss her voice & I miss her smile too,
Today is not a good day,
It's a day of feeling blue. 
I know that this feeling will pass,
It's what one must go through, 
For anytime your getting over someone,
A few tears are healthy too.