Saying goodbye

I never thought it would come to do this 
today I gather my courage to take this big risk
Away from old friends that took me for granted
​​​​​​away from all the worlds pleasures and pain 
a new place a brand new start to focus on loving my own heart 
Never have I been so scared
​​​​​​to give up all that I care 
losing myself was to much to bare 
Since I tried everything to fix myself but never won
im gonna give it one last run