Screaming in fear

I'm silent from the outside but dying from the inside i'm crying, the pain that cannot fade away is like it has been tattoed in my heart that i keep remembering from the start. I hear harsh words. Why can't they stop? I am putting my head down, my tiara drops. I'm no longer a princess that was bubbly and soft. That would smile with happiness that is coming deep inside from her heart. That would laugh until i had no power to breathe in and out. But now, but now i feel like... Someone has broken me apart. I can't breathe the oxygen that's outside because now i am deep, deep down on the ground. People praying for me to be resting in peace with no one ruining my beauty sleep.