The sea.

I know I'm going under each passing day
I can feel the waves upon my face
As my lungs struggle to breath,

Some days the pain is less
Right There is where I confuse living
With my already death,

Is that what it's like To die less pain
Kind of numb , I often wonder
what it's like letting go,

Shall I suffer further than the stars
Do sparkle upon any given night
Will I be granted such chosen wing's

There's no delight in leaving you
My heart is fading still
I'm fractured on the inside
Frightened of turning the wheel,

Time offers me no permanence here
One day I'll let go from near
And far you'll seem to be,

When in truth I'll proclaim to be
Always standing next to thee
Forever by your side,

The sea
Silently day by day
Washing over me.

Nardine Sanderson 18/09/2015.