Second guessing

 We started on a blank 
page, came from nothing 
always promised each 
other to stay the same.
Although things have 
changed I keep you
in my heart because 
I keep my promises 
like I’ve tried to
keep you, not knowing 
what or who to blame 
And for second 
 Guessing doubt,
with shame,
I hope you know 
how much of me
I gave to finally 
figure out how,
you are now…

~Deb