Seeking you in death .

As i dimed the light's
And closed the darkness in
Watched time dance within
The candles flames
Flickering
Scented sheets of paper
outcast across the floor
Reminisce of burns before
Escaping the thoughts lost
The cost of a heart
That bleed's
Empty sheets without expression
Mind holding no aggression
Simply vacant Vanished within
Drawing designs only
candlesticks have urge to hold
Gone not the withering weight
Flickering light in darkness
A spell before me within a book
Description upon the page
Loves dying wage
Twinkle of nutmeg & sage
One drop of water
Two drops of blood
from warmth of body
A piece of my hair
A spell to seek your care
A vision of lace binding there
Two face's side by side
Seeking the truth
your love tries to hide
Escaping the thoughts lost
Seeking answers at any cost
Playing with fire
Heedless yearning for your desire
Opening the darkness
Which crept unknown
Seeks the answers to be shown
Darkness thickens
Waiting all alone
Scribing your name
upon the pages
question's without the answer
Trapped in burning wax coating
Heart standing silent
Remembering the words
I love you still
Rose petals dry like summer rain
Sorrow seeking illness
Evaporating pain
Cloud of burnt out smoke
Fills the air
Open my eyes your still not there
Deeper must i go
Within the darkness
A province no one knows
Only warning no light it shows
Entering the depths
No light should ever go
The sounds the pages bleed
The price to pay
a heartache in fee
Escaping the thoughts lost
Seeking answers to be free
Images upon the page
Frightening the memories
Murky vision
Distorts not decision
Sliced deeper an incision
A cross to bear
Staring into the depths
The way to the unknown
Frantic heart
Torn apart looking for it's fix
A bowl of blood and ashes
Pieces of heart in the mix
Drawn freshest
Still warm to touch
the upside down crucifix
Upon my face
Direct between the eyes
Seeking you in death
Awaiting your eternal rise.