Self Boosting Shooting

This damn obsession
weighing me down
to keep adding
more
lines
past closing time
is nothing more
than a pointless compulsion
to fill in
all the blank spaces

It's this fear of emptiness
that fuels
the minimal self confidence
I have always had
in my perceived
(or maybe justified)
inadequate talents
as an artist

Either way...

THIS IS ME...

So...

FUCK LOW SELF ESTEEM