SELFISH FIRST TIMES
Like 0 Pin it 1That day things went so wrong
he kissed me
and his hands felt really strong
like weights on my body am really afraid
nervous as hell all the ifs start to fade
with each touch am a little embarrassed
i start to blush thinking how physically beautiful he is
what it'd be like if he was mine with a house and a kid
that everything happens for a reason i say
but why the hell did it happen today
i didn't ask for this but its coming anyway the way he feels
a guilty pleasure ;
i felt dead no love no warmth
no cares .... oh! what my heart bares
then my moments of thinking were interrupted by a feeling i never wish to feel again
a feeling that is given by boys and not men
my body felt ill every time he came closer
the pain i never showed .. i held my cool
stayed down for a second i couldn't exhale
i could hear him ask if i was ok
and no i wouldn't dare say
he was the cutest boy in school
and i was his girl for the day
wonder why so dumb young naive
never thought twice until i started to bleed
who was really selfish during the deed
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Hello,
The poem reflects the exact mood of the poet, and a guilty feeling now a days, am I right? good writing.
absolutely ;) AND THANK YOU
Dear Zaria,
Friend request accepted. I seem to be an outcast on this site- if you respond to this, I'll explain later. The only we to hear from you is if you comment to one of my older works- then Cosmo will e-mail me to notify me. I haven't posted here for over a month- even after winning in May- must've upset somebody.
As for this piece- I'm hurt everytime I hear a woman write about how men (or boys!) break their hearts- hard to critique it as merely a poem. Peace and Love
James W.