Series of GROWING mistakes

22
Never helps to wonder
who to love
and who to trust,
forever wondering
if we did it
out of lust.

Never helps to think
past is in the past
we did what we did.
Instead forever thinking
if we did it
out of greed.

23
Life’s worth living
don’t ever forget this
right when you don’t want it
right before you fall to abyss.

Look left and right
head straight ahead
feeling lost and helpless
can’t hear what is said.

Something about happy
light in the end
they don’t understand
I just don’t want to pretend.

So what if it’s over
so what if it hurts
never felt better
stones made of shirts.

24
I was drowning,
almost dead
no way out
no escape.

Everything lost
nothing remained
hope long gone
I was chained.

And then the world turned.
There was new day.
The need to move on
the need to stay.

25
I want to scream
let the sound out
I just lost the one
I cannot live without.

Forever gone
never to be held
holding tightly
my hands swelled.

I want to scream
till I run out of air
screaming and shouting
cause life isn’t fair.

26
And just like that
he walked away.
Just like that.

No goodbye
no explanation
just turned back.

Not even looking..
just walked away
like a little rat.