Series of GROWING mistakes

27
All the sorrows
all the pain
just wash away.

I just stopped caring
about the world,
it might as well
go to shit.

Whatever happens
whatever’s next
I don’t want to
think about it.

28
You know me,
I only but dare to dream.
Aware of the danger
it might bring,
aware of its power
I so long desire.

But something inside me
still dared to dream big
unaware of the danger
this action would bring.

So, to the person inside me
who dares to dream big,
be careful cause what you find
might not be what you seek.

Dream bigger,
dream free
and in the end
that’s what you’ll be.

29
I’m just curious,
would you still love me?..
and the question is yes.
In every universe,
even if light years apart
in every story,
even if it doesn’t end right
in every tv show
and in every way of life
even if you were a worm
and I was a giraffe.
The answer is yes
and it always will be
because there is no life
and no will
no way of seeing
and no thrill
the world would fall apart
and that would be the end of it
if there is no you and me.

30
I love seeing you smile
even if only for a while
I love seeing you smile.
It makes my heart sing
and I am on a bring
of tearing up in laughter.
It makes me warm
and in my soul
fire out of control.
I love seeing you smile
cause then, even for a while
the world is better.
I love seeing you smile
even if only for a while.

31
Where to start my life’s story?
It started 23 years ago.
I’ve never felt I was fitting
but it wasn’t bad at all.
Always different never still
rocks rolling down the hill.
Drowning in work
feeling the stress
I never meant to become
such a mess.
Making a name for myself
starting at the bottom
slowly rising up
hoping I don’t stop.
You’re all caught up
on my life’s story.
Stay a little longer
to see me in my full glory.