Series of love (mistakes)

1
Floating between love and friendship,
ship is sailing either way 
what am I to do,
to not trip over the waves …

2
Swirling down the layers of love.
First the contact, then the stare,
eyes meeting, sharing a glare.
Moving closer to each other,
holding hands, one kiss after another.

3
Not knowing what to do,
not knowing what to say,
should I walk away?

4
Taking a breath,
thinking again …

I want nothing real
I want something…
Not knowing what
not knowing who
what am I to do…

Taking a second
hoping this doesn’t end.

5
Heart rate rising,
beating harder,
why faster?