She

It started like this, 2 young kids so pure it was bliss. To whom would think this would be the first of something that wouldn't end, Yet progressed from simply just a "Friend". He saw her and couldn't help but smile, she was shy and thought it was worth the while. From the very first hello, To someone she'd wish to never know. 
  Conversation that never stopped to tears that dropped. From her very first love, to the prayers she sent up above. Her mind wished it had never started.. but it was what her heart really wanted. 
  She had grown so attached, but was too young to look back. Spent years trynna grown with now a boy she feels like she doesn't know. Through trials and tribulations, to those hilarious childish conversations. 8 years down the road, only God would've known. 
From friends, just to add benifits. From giving her self away for the hell of it. She had all of the roles known, nd yes then became her own. She was his, as he was her's. To be loyal to him as to be loyal to her. 
Went through the most, she catered to him as if she were a host. Made sure he never got caught for things that were hot. She never wanted to let go all though the signs were in front of her playing out like a show. She went crazy and felt sad. Well along she was right about her man.
She built up the strength to finally make things straight. She couldn't go no longer wondering what he was doing without her. She had confronted the other female that brought up red flags, just to find out her nickname was sags. She found out what she needed and then procceded to finally get her answers from her man that was clearly for others. 
She was filled with rage, but somehow contained that inner feeling to just push everyone away, cause even though he didn't behave she believed it happened for change. As fucked as it seemed, she took his offer to stay. Now her thoughts run wild, like was it short or for awhile, but she chose to stay, even sat there and prayed. "Lord if he's not the one for me, may we seperate it peace. For I deserve more but crave the love and affection from this boy".
Now your probably wondering who's 'She' and how the story ended and if it did.. was it peacefully ? But the story continues to write it's self, with time she prayed for good things with no doubt. 

- I am 'She' .