She can't ?

She can't get out of bed in the morning because her body's so tired, she can't brush her hair because she's too weak, she hates the light yet is afraid of the dark...she doesn't want to sit at the table and have dinner, she'd rather sit in her bedroom when she's surrounded by her own company that way she can limit the people she talks to. on social media she's nothing but happy, talks to people through messenger, snapchat, instagram but never face to face. As she gets out of bed she can barley stand, a lack of sleep has her weak with barley no energy, as she walks to the bathroom she jumps in the shower, slowly watching the water run down her face, as she washes her hair parts of it falls out, it's so stringy and full of knots from the emptiness she feels, she then lathers herself with body wash, it's been days since she felt water and the fragrance of Palmolive. Shes never felt so clean, so fresh but one things still the same, her minds still a mess. Shes finished showering, She's dried and out, she walks out and goes to her room to dress herself but something's wrong she can't, she just sits on the end of the bed stuck on her deep thoughts, staring into blank spaces..she has no other life then being trapped inside her own mind. She shakes it off, she try's to smile, she wants to get out of the house, she wants to walk, to wonder but she can't do she chucks on baggy trackies a T-shirt and goes back to bed because that's the only place she can feels comfortable in. Alone, isolated but content in her own room, in her own bed by herself because that way she knows she won't hurt anyone with her silence. ?