she died with dignity .

I died once
completely letting go
Of everything
It hurt like hell
But hell was grand like diamonds after a thousands years frozen within ice
I died in sacrifice

I would no longer seek to touch his face
Nor kiss his lips
Reaching for a once warm place
Stone cold winter garden
I died to show my soul
much deserving pardon
He had no rights to capture my heart
my soul or any part of me
Trapped within a swinging cage
Burnt my wings of flight
Abandoned me within the darkness each day and night

When i died, i died with dignity
Like a falling grace
Tears of freshness
birthed from my dusty face

I didn't scream out loud
Nor internally for that matter
I floated above the earth upon clouds that scatter
i was numb for the first time looking down
Escaping those cold shackles of my mind
Released the pain i had inside
It wasn't overnight the revolver clicked within my head
years of claiming his bullets
made me invincible
A bullet pit instead
I simply stopped breathing in
And started breathing out
Out of my body the bullets
sprout

I watched her
nothing but a shell upon the ground
Pouring tears within the water as her pure heart dissolved like an aspirin she was finally numb
But completely intact
Not a piece of her was missing
Just emotionally broken
In fact

She made a promise
With her heart and soul
The vow was holy sanctioned
To honour and cherish
Before god as a witnesses
Till death do they part
She did not break a promise
she left His cold empty heart
His love was long dead
Before they did depart

Such promises can't be kept
Beneath the eyes of god
If love had dissolved
A separation of marriage
The only way this hell was to be resolved

She died once
completely letting go
Of everything
She hurt like hell
But hell was grand like diamonds after a thousands years frozen within ice
She died in sacrifice

When she died, she died with dignity
Like a falling star
Tears of freshness
birthed from her Untouched heart

No longer
Trapped within a swinging cage
Simply let go of all the rage
Found feathers of flight
Escaping hell
She fell to her death within the night .