She Should Have Died In My arms

Three days and nights I cared for Helen, took care of her needs drinks, food helped nurse her in every
way I could to make Her comfortable In her finale
days, not once did I breakdown or let her see my
tears
But what cut me deep 
because I was adviced to
take a sleep they gave a
pillow and blanket let me sleep In the quest waiting room with a promise they'd wake If anything
should  happen
They did call me, better get there quick she going they
said, but when saw Helen
laid there she'd been gone for 
while, I kissed on lips no chance to say goodbye she should died In my arms not alone, I felt cheated of her finale moments should have
been together as we were In life, like Siamese twins Inseparable I ask Helen
every night before trying to sleep I ask her to forgive
me I should have been there for her