Silence

Being absent from you affects me more then you . 
You can go hours with no contact but still I jump to your calls 
I know what the issue is . 
See it’s Not you it’s me
I’m so desperate for love even when it’s fake ? 
You make it feel so good when we are together 
So I sit in silence.........
Still I sit in silence
I’m getting use to not talking to you now 
It gets easier and easier with time 
You’re feeding my mind what it needs to escape you . 
Without me trying 
 So Be careful 
I no longer rush to your calls .....