silent killer

I sat beside you half my life,
Hours days in dreams,
You never saw the real me,
Well so it seems,
Just a shadow upon the wall,
A faded memory,
We once held hands a walked together,
Within our melody,
I can't stand a single moment,
Sitting by your side,
These hours of mediation,
Feel like suicide,
Every time you speak,
I'm paralysed,
Just numb,
You took for granted ,
That i was the one,
If only you treated me better,
I know i wouldn't have run,
You'd be sitting beside your wife,
And non of this would have come,
I hate sitting with you,
Knowing how you feel,
Our whole life was a lie,
But you see im very real,
You say such things to hurt me,
Not caring how i feel,
Shaking it off like nothing,
Not a big deal,
So here we go again,
to sit and face the facts ,
Your a silent killer
Your knife within my back.

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Comments
Dear Nardine Sanderson,
Very touching lines, My applause, My vote
Love
WILLIAMSJI MAVELI
Thank you sir williamsji, mediation today, has caused the usual stir within my bones, much love to you, nardine xoxo
Hi Nardine, there's not a lot I can say after all that support and kindness but I would like to point out just how good this write is, I think its one of your best, the word choices are perfect, the rhyme scheme is tight, and it really flows, comes trippingly off of the tongue, if you say it out loud you'll see what I mean......its an excellent write.........just thought I'd mention it........5*s ....FAV.......tony xx
Dearest Tony, you managed to get me to smile within this destructive day, and dried the tears, much appreciation for your loving kindness, love you sweetheart xx Nardine xx
Certainly painful matter,...an example of double game..."You'd be sitting beside your wife, And non of this would have come, I hate sitting with you, Knowing how you feel...",possibility to be irritated ...silent picture of troubled mind...with love...xx Ravindra Kumar xx
The emptiness reaps out of his body he feels nothing, sorrow and heartache is definitely what my mind is troubled in, much love to you sweet ravindra xx nardine xoxo
Thank you sweetie, i hope so, :) love to you, i appreciate your support xoxo nardine xx