Silent scream

On that day,
In a childish way,
I sealed that promise,
In hopes to end your pain. 

What good it did,
I will never know. 
All that pain you have,
But never show. 

Your smiles fake,
Your heart aches,
That silver blade is your only escape. 

Are 
You
Okay,
Three words that hold no meaning,
For I know the answer,
Before the words leave my lips. 

I love you my sweet child,
Do not leave me.