situation of my thoughts

When I was young I was taught to control my thoughts.
As I the years go by older I get.
I realise more and more how scared I am.
I begin to wonder about my life and my daily task.
Really I think its a scared little boy in a evil mans mask.

Everyday i awake I commit my sins.
I shut my eyes later at night.
Ready for the next day.
A fight for life.
It sounds full on and rough as guts trying to get caught.
I guess its just the situation of my thoughts.

I look at my girl.
She has been asleep for hours.
I go on runs her face goes sour.

But its just the mind state of my mind.
Fried of the peeps wearing wires.
Its just us three.
We will stay free.
We've tried this thing several ways.
But we make it work.
Our trust levels is a golden perk.

That's the thing that differs our brotherhood.
We have the connections a partnership should.

Even though we have our scatts.
When we have to much of that glass like crack.

But we come good every time.
Im glad we keep to three.
We do it right we will always be free.

I don't think months a ahead.
I thin what we will do to make sure we go home to bed.

Yea Im Parnoid.
We prob use more than old pink Floyd.

That the structure of my mind.
Weakness is seen if we be kind.

I need to rest the part is of my head is gone.
I'm perfect in health problem is my head.
The only gone part is my mentally fried mind.