Sleeping With the Enemy

When I was with my darling O I tried not to fall asleep.
So afraid he'd be gone in the morning, and he wasn't mines to keep.
My thoughts turned into reality when I fell asleep one night.
Waking up in MY empty bed, and babe wasn't in sight.
Being the selfish person I thought "How dare he do this to me?"
But it was me all along.. are you sure not him?.. Yup, me!
"How dare he do this to me?".. Cyndi please!.. It should be "How dare I?"
He tried so hard to make YOU smile but you only complained and cried.
So before you ask another question pertaining to yourself.
I'm curious, did you ever think or wonder at all how he must have felt?
Truth be told, the answer is no, so my babe he had moved on.
Now the man I never tried to fall asleep with, is forever gone.
Ironically the way I see him now, is when I sleep at night.
... Now dreaming is the only way I can have him in my life.